'nother nightmare last night can't get out of the mother Fer basement well except when I open my eyes. dreams are so dumb dumb dumb. I mean what do they really mean pretty much nothing. So any way e today. I can't wait to hear what she has to say about smurfing a margarita. I am going to laugh my ass off. E.D. urges off the chart I decided that I am getting away with to much and need to either relapse (yeah yeah) like I want to stick nine inch nails through my eyelids (thanks eminem ). Anyway, or get my shit in gear still can't decide such a fence sitter I am.all right so tee tee for now I have to go bristol is drinking out of the toilet Bristol.get DOWN