This is my what up to the world. We shall see if anyone at all reads it. I don't much care if they do, I just need a place to let go of all these thing in my head.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
I want to die. There I said it. No I don't want to escape this mortal pain. I don't want to run from my emotion. I want to be dead. Gone from this earth. I know that this will cause great pain to mat they would family and friends. I know that they would miss me and they would suffer. I don't want them to suffer. Don't get me wrong I am not saying that I am going to go out and kill myself. (today anyway) I just wish I understood it is all. Things are starting to look up for me. I got a job and everything is okay. Yet I want to die
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