This is my what up to the world. We shall see if anyone at all reads it. I don't much care if they do, I just need a place to let go of all these thing in my head.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
nightmares scare me.
I can't stand waking up crying. With voices screaming in my head ranting about, hatred and death. Fear blinding me from the deepest part of me. Okay I know that this sounds ridiculous but I can't explain it. The emotions overwhelm me. what do i do I about all the terror that lives in my head. How do I deal with the emotions that I have a run away from forever. Starved out and cut away